You do not know

You dont know
how much i love you.
or how much you mean to me.
there are no words for these feelings.

the look in your eyes tells me
you actually think im happy.

i cant take my life,
i wanna see how this world plays out.
would it be selfish to leave without a goodbye?

my eyes are blank

my wrists are cut

my hopes are gone

yet you still believe in me.

so thank you,
i'll be here.
i wont go.
i love you.


even if you dont love me back...