Hungary-on-APH

All I see is hate, All I taste are tears, All I feel are scars, I've caused myself this year. All I hear are screams, All I smell is fear, This is my life story, So listen up, my dear. I've hated myself all this time, and yes, I've wanted to die. But suicide is a crime, so I guess I'll just cry. This is my life story, So listen uo, my dear. This is my downfall, As I Rest In Peace here.

The skin I'm in is the one I was born with. I'm happy with myself, so I am invinsible. I cannot be scarred, I cannot be hurt. You can kick me when I'm down but I won't stay in the dirt. When my headphones are in and my music is loud, I'm at my strongest and I am proud. I'm happy to be me and not to be you. I'm happy to be free and do what I want to.

Stab wound to my ego, but you just can't let go. You can't stop yelling at me. I just want to be happy. I feel like I'm stuck inside a cage, I can't see aroud my rage. My ager won't get out, My head is filled with doubt. All i feel is rage, I write my feelings on this page. All i feel is hurt, My heart is about to burst. I feel like no one loves me, I feel like i can't be happy. I feel like I am hated, because you are so jaded.

Am I paranoid? Or is this real? Is hate and anger all you feel? Just leave me alone, get out of my sight. This is my home, but staying is a plight. I bury myself in my bookshelf, you bury me with your words. This can't be good for my health, because my heart is starting to hurt. It aches and breaks every day, what do you expect me to say? That I'm happy? Well i can't be.

I've never felt so hated, I've never felt so hurt, I've never felt so painful, I've never felt so out of place, until now. Please stop screaming, please stop shouting. tears start streaming, I start doubting. I feel so bad inside, behind my tears i hide, I've never once felt right, I always want to fight I am so angry, I am so sad, I am so violent, I am so mad.

all my lies were told with fingers tied. so i cross 'em tight, and hold them behind my back. 'cuz honesty is something ill always lack. [chorus] so i got my fingers tied, fingers tied cross 'em tight behind my back cuz honesty is something ill always lack. (x2) i lie now, ill never stop zip my lips and close the lock you'll never find out how i got away with it all. cuz i tell my lies then i stand tall. with my fingers tied [chorus] (x1) listen to fictionated stories and all of my unhonest glories every word ive ever said was a lie i've always told them with my fingers tied. [chorus] (x1) my fingers now are sewn tight the

Deviance Arrogance Innocence Everything you took away from me. That night i couldn't breath. 'cause you were so crazy. everytime i hear you voice, i think back to the very last choice, i saw you make, just as i died inside. you left me on the ground and i cried. you were my only friend. it wasnt supposed to end. like it did, 'cause we were in a realatonship. i needed someone to talk to. but all i ever had was you. i hold the scissors in my hand. my lfe for once is not so bland. something happened that no one knows. the sadness in me always grows. you took my childhood away from me. you made me cry until i couldnt see. b

WARNING CURSING AND OTHER LAUGUAGE I SHOULDNT USE BUT DO ANYWAY the 5 meters!  it speaks! i am not only offended but disgusted! ...its not my fault i was blessed... ...you didnt help me.. why dont you send him to the lav so you can take a few deep breathes? EDWARD CULLEN POSE!!!! "so how hot is edward cullen?"  "HE NEEDS TO SHAVE AND DO SOME CRUNCHIES!" (btw i love twilight XDXDXDXD) HELLO TO YOU! YOURE SOOO FIT YOUR SOO FIT!! warm glazed nuts you have a three pack the queen is my mother hun  (...) we dont need the gilbird flying around invading the vital regions of freaking pigeons!! i has chicken IM WEARING THE BOWLING ALLEY

criss-cross patterns on my arm. never meant to cause me as much harm. as you did to me for the past years. you never noticed my agonized tears you never saw me you just looked right past. i guess you always knew i wouldnt last. i try to scream, but it sounds like a whisper. "Mommy i miss the way you used to be" wont you please come back to me? i miss the way we used to laugh, my heart was a whole, but you had one half. i miss when we would go out to eat, forget all of them, its just you and me. i miss the way i was a cute little girl, my hair would twist into cute little curls. now it lies straight, to cover my face. now i f

Trusting eyes, and happy smiles never really help. all they ever really do is make me wanna run for miles. look at you, then look at me. forget the person i used to be. she is gone wont ever come back. please do not attack. i didnt hurt her, or make her go away. all she ever wanted was just one more day. what else did you want her to say? life is just a game she didnt want to play. she coulndt stand to be without you thats why when she left, she took you, too.