Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Deviant Artist Miss BVBFemale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 7 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 96 Deviations 103 Comments 3,122 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Life Story
All I see is hate,
All I taste are tears,
All I feel are scars,
I've caused myself this year.
All I hear are screams,
All I smell is fear,
This is my life story,
So listen up, my dear.
I've hated myself all this time,
and yes, I've wanted to die.
But suicide is a crime,
so I guess I'll just cry.
This is my life story,
So listen uo, my dear.
This is my downfall,
As I Rest In Peace here.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 1 0
I am...
The skin I'm in is the one I was born with.
I'm happy with myself, so I am invinsible.
I cannot be scarred, I cannot be hurt.
You can kick me when I'm down but I won't stay in the dirt.
When my headphones are in
and my music is loud,
I'm at my strongest
and I am proud.
I'm happy to be me
and not to be you.
I'm happy to be free
and do what I want to.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 0
I feel
Stab wound to my ego,
but you just can't let go.
You can't stop yelling at me.
I just want to be happy.
I feel like I'm stuck inside a cage,
I can't see aroud my rage.
My ager won't get out,
My head is filled with doubt.
All i feel is rage,
I write my feelings on this page.
All i feel is hurt,
My heart is about to burst.
I feel like no one loves me,
I feel like i can't be happy.
I feel like I am hated,
because you are so jaded.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 0
Real life paranoia
Am I paranoid?
Or is this real?
Is hate and anger
all you feel?
Just leave me alone,
get out of my sight.
This is my home,
but staying is a plight.
I bury myself in my bookshelf,
you bury me with your words.
This can't be good for my health,
because my heart is starting to hurt.
It aches and breaks every day,
what do you expect me to say?
That I'm happy?
Well i can't be.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 1 0
I've never felt so hated,
I've never felt so hurt,
I've never felt so painful,
I've never felt so out of place,
until now.
Please stop screaming,
please stop shouting.
tears start streaming,
I start doubting.
I feel so bad inside,
behind my tears i hide,
I've never once felt right,
I always want to fight
I am so angry,
I am so sad,
I am so violent,
I am so mad.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 1 0
Fingers crossed
all my lies were told with fingers tied.
so i cross 'em tight, and hold them behind my back.
'cuz honesty is something ill always lack.
so i got my fingers tied, fingers tied
cross 'em tight behind my back
cuz honesty is something ill always lack.
i lie now, ill never stop
zip my lips and close the lock
you'll never find out how i got away with it all.
cuz i tell my lies then i stand tall.
with my fingers tied
[chorus] (x1)
listen to fictionated stories
and all of my unhonest glories
every word ive ever said was a lie
i've always told them with my fingers tied.
[chorus] (x1)
my fingers now are sewn tight
they wont go down without a fight
lying is an addiction and im hooked on it by my
fingers tied
[chorus] (x2)
my every whisper, every shout was always served with a lie
always remember honesty dies
with it's fingers tied....
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 0
What you took away from me
Everything you took away from me.
That night i couldn't breath.
'cause you were so crazy.
everytime i hear you voice,
i think back to the very last choice,
i saw you make, just as i died inside.
you left me on the ground and i cried.
you were my only friend.
it wasnt supposed to end.
like it did,
'cause we were in a realatonship.
i needed someone to talk to.
but all i ever had was you.
i hold the scissors in my hand.
my lfe for once is not so bland.
something happened that no one knows.
the sadness in me always grows.
you took my childhood away from me.
you made me cry until i couldnt see.
but you forgot someone would save me.
now 'm loved and everything's okay.
i no longer think back to that day.
when i believed my soul had died.
now i have a family who's on my side.
your just the person i dont think of anymore.
am no longer your sad, little whore.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 0
Inside Jokes
the 5 meters!  it speaks!
i am not only offended but disgusted!
...its not my fault i was blessed... didnt help me..
why dont you send him to the lav so you can take a few deep breathes?
"so how hot is edward cullen?"  "HE NEEDS TO SHAVE AND DO SOME CRUNCHIES!"
(btw i love twilight XDXDXDXD)
warm glazed nuts
you have a three pack
the queen is my mother hun  (...)
we dont need the gilbird flying around invading the vital regions of freaking pigeons!!
i has chicken
communism is sexy (we were playing Apples to apples, and the green card said 'sexy' and the red card said 'communism')
"Grow a dick" why so you can suck it?"
TWSS (thats what she said)
If you but me this lemon cake i will love you forever
if i get robbed on this tra
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 2 2
mommy, i miss the way you used
criss-cross patterns
on my arm.
never meant to cause me as much harm.
as you did to me for the past years.
you never noticed my agonized tears
you never saw me
you just looked right past.
i guess you always knew i wouldnt last.
i try to scream, but it sounds like a whisper.
"Mommy i miss the way you used to be"
wont you please come back to me?
i miss the way we used to laugh,
my heart was a whole, but you had one half.
i miss when we would go out to eat,
forget all of them, its just you and me.
i miss the way i was a cute little girl,
my hair would twist into cute little curls.
now it lies straight, to cover my face.
now i feel like im your disgrace.
i used to be a nice and be your best friend.
now im a bitch and my life will soon end.
i lock myself inside of my room.
i used to be full of sunshine, but now its just gloom.
mommy i miss the way we were friends.
every time i got hurt, my would mend.
i miss the way we acted together
the way we were meant to love each other forev
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 1
No title for this one
Trusting eyes, and happy smiles
never really help.
all they ever really do is make me wanna run for miles.
look at you,
then look at me.
forget the person i used to be.
she is gone wont ever come back.
please do not attack.
i didnt hurt her,
or make her go away.
all she ever wanted was just one more day.
what else did you want her to say?
life is just a game she didnt want to play.
she coulndt stand to be without you
thats why when she left,
she took you, too.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 0 1
you called me your dreamer.
but i only have nightmares now,
of devilish grins and evil eyes.
the things you break against the wall
drown out my cries.
i will never have a dream of you i dont regret.
your voice so cruel, as you throw meaningless threats.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 2 1
Stained Pain
Bruises fade,
and cuts will bleed.
love from you? i'll never need.
emotional scars never go away,
though i've always dreamed of the day.
when you would calm down
and say sorry.
ink stains this page,
hate stains your heart,
blood stains my skin,
pain stains my eyes.
the bones you break inside my limbs dont hurt as much
as the dreams you break inside mt heart.
sticks and stones can break my bones, but words can never hurt me.
but the words that you scream at me still sting.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 2 1
Language Barrier
Tous Je est suis tourmente'
i am Lamang
you are a Menteur
a dark angel
looking in my eyes
a dark angel caressing my cries
staring into your eyes
i can see its me you despise
so you dont have to pretend, Mon ange noir
unelma lost
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 1 0
Understand me please
Understand me please,
look into my eyes.
understand me please,
believe all my lies.
understand me please,
drown out my cries.
understand me please,
as everything in me dies.
understand me please,
as i scream to the skies.
understand me please,
don't take away my painful highs.
understand me please,
though its me you despise.
understand me please,
as i say my last goodbyes.
Do you misunderstand, still?
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 2 1
Loud voices
loud voices,
ringing through the house.
ringing in my ears 'till they sting.
breaking my heart
untill the pieces dont fit together anymore.
loud voices.
loud voices.
loud voices challenging mine.
quick question,
what is this fight about?
meaningless words thrown around.
loud voices
cover my cries as i watch from the corner.
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 1 0
You do not know
You dont know
how much i love you.
or how much you mean to me.
there are no words for these feelings.
the look in your eyes tells me
you actually think im happy.
i cant take my life,
i wanna see how this world plays out.
would it be selfish to leave without a goodbye?
my eyes are blank
my wrists are cut
my hopes are gone
yet you still believe in me.
so thank you,
i'll be here.
i wont go.
i love you.
even if you dont love me back...
:iconhungary-on-aph:Hungary-on-APH 2 0


Puppet: Prologue
It was the odd hours of the night, the cemetery was foggy and erie as always. But tonight,
the scent of the cemetery carried mold and blood.
At the far end of the cemetery grounds sits a coffin house for the coffins of priests, or
important people to the small town. Sitting infront of the coffin house was a teenage girl, no
more than fifteen. She had a doll face with a peircing on her lip and one at the end of her right
eyebrow. She wore a white t-shirt and jean shorts, her black hair was a tangled mess and
slightly hanging infront of her deep brown eyes, she stared off into the cemetery with a blank
look, waiting for something. Or someone.
This girl would look innocent in the eyes of anyone that walked passed her.
That is...
If she wasn't sitting infront of five dead bodies and covered in the innocent dead's blood.
The five consisted of two teenage boys dressed in school jackets and jeans, most likely friends
on a football team. The third was a middle aged woman in exercising wear, mo
:iconswimmingfreak21:SwimmingFreak21 2 2
The belly of irrational fears
I've got pockets full of blood,
a purse jingling with rust,
and hands that no longer give a damn.
I'm made of more mistakes than most.
I grew up so fast;
clumsily perched atop trees at eight,
swinging feet seduced by the entertainment of the drop.
My bones are scored with more misjudgements than most.
I punched myself in the face and told bawdy lies,
pleaded innocent and made my case,
and left my vigour compromised in the worst of ways.
I've made more sacrifices than most.
Deep-marked by the aching truths of time
- the stained sheets and unpacked bags  -
my body was stolen and never reclaimed.
Maybe I made more mistakes than most.
I couldn't ever fully control the quivering thrill
in the jumbling pit that was my warm little belly;
the fateful pride before the fall.
Perhaps I did make more misjudgements than most.
Blue eyes now a blur of gritty black;
torrential veins spit furious untruths
as chorus after chorus spill over and out.
So you see: I've made more sacrifies than mos
:iconsquare-nine:square-nine 2 0
Damon Salvatore by EternaLegend Damon Salvatore :iconeternalegend:EternaLegend 1,426 479 Edward the FullMetal Alchemist by aca985 Edward the FullMetal Alchemist :iconaca985:aca985 1,887 255 Objects in Mirror... by life-is-twilight Objects in Mirror... :iconlife-is-twilight:life-is-twilight 4 5 Why Gay Marriage is 'Wrong' by kuchinawa Why Gay Marriage is 'Wrong' :iconkuchinawa:kuchinawa 2,706 1,382 GAY IS LOVE by NoLove-NoPain GAY IS LOVE :iconnolove-nopain:NoLove-NoPain 221 22
Love is nothing,
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.
bleh...tell me how you like it...o.o;
:iconlillaurenb4u2c:lillaurenb4u2c 2,516 473
dimitri and rose get caught
Dimitri and Rose get caught.
"I love you, Roza." He kissed me again. "I'll always be here for you. I'm not going to let anything happen to you."
The words were wonderful and dangerous. He shouldn't have said anything like that to me. He shouldn't have been promising he'd protect me, not when he was supposed to dedicate his life to protecting Moroi like Lissa. I couldn't be first in his heart, just like he couldn't be first in mine. That's why I shouldn't have said what I did next – but I did anyway.
"And I won't let anything happen to you," I promised. "I love you." He kissed me again, swallowing off any other words I might have said.
We lay there for a while in silence, enjoying each other's body heat. Eventually we drifted off into a peaceful sleep, forgetting the outside world entirely. I had barely regained consciousness when I heard footfalls on the steeps and the door opening. Then someone spoke.
"Belikov, Hathaway, what's – " the voice cut off.
Both Dimitri and I opene
:iconkaterlin:katerlin 77 97
Animation-Apollo and Daphne by Nippy13 Animation-Apollo and Daphne :iconnippy13:Nippy13 1,616 909 Apollo and Daphne by patsour
Mature content
Apollo and Daphne :iconpatsour:patsour 260 29
ATLA Toph Painting by SentimentalGeek73 ATLA Toph Painting :iconsentimentalgeek73:SentimentalGeek73 17 15 Twilight by papayabadger Twilight :iconpapayabadger:papayabadger 1,179 583 the gay map by Grave-Robber-Jess the gay map :icongrave-robber-jess:Grave-Robber-Jess 135 321
Once I had a halo
Then It caught on fire
Once I knew a leader
Born from genocide
Once I knew a blind man
Still Lookin' for his eyes
Once I knew a preacher
Till his baby said goodbye
Once I knew a good girl
Now she shows her face no more
It's hard to learn your lesson
When you've become the whole world's whore
:iconnetgodofdestruction:NetGodOfDestruction 1 4



Miss BVB
United States
heyy guys, i love to read, write, listen to music, and hang out with friends.
-gay rights activist
-rainbow lover
-music freak

Current Residence: Here
Favourite genre of music: Hard rock, metal, screamo
Favourite style of art: sketches
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Personal Quote: That's what she said
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you
wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Kaudry Valentine, but everyone calls me grams *smile*

2. Interesting... what's your current age?

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
well, i happen to be a big fan of my grand daughter's ramen noodle stuff

4. And your favorite drink?

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
i dont have one honey, im a grandma. not a swinger *smirk*

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
(once again lets skip)

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?

8. Who's your favorite author?
i dont have one, i like all literature

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
i used to fear Malus, but then i figured out that he was a big pansy *chuckle* so i guess ill say spiders...theyre some sneaky bastards

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
none that i talk too...

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
my grand daughter...shes very brave *smiles proudly*

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Malus, he may be a pansy but he's still a jerk

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
*chuckles* oh dear, she'd beat him seven ways too sunday wouldnt she?

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when
you grow up?
honey, im already grown up

16. What's your worst nightmare?
my grand daughter getting hurt

17. What's your lifelong dream?
id like too keep my loved ones safe

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
well, that would be just dandy now wouldnt it?

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
in my living room, watching movies with my drand daughter

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
teaching Lynnie, my grand daughter, how to use her powers
  • Listening to: ludo
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: friends


Add a Comment:
square-nine Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favourite! I really appreciate it :-)
Take care
square-nine Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favourite! It's much appreciated and I'm glad you like it.
Take care
life-is-twilight Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
I see you love the mall.

you my friend.

are a loser.

:D kbyee.
AxelLion13 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2010  Student Artist
Happy Birthday :)
Hungary-on-APH Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2010
thanks! :)
AxelLion13 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2010  Student Artist
Grave-Robber-Jess Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2010
thanks for faving the gay map
*gives you a cookie* :cookie:
Narwhalllll Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Greyfire-Valentine Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
thanks for the fav
SentimentalGeek73 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010
I am truly honored that you favorited my Toph I gives you llama! :huggle::iconpinkllamaplz:

Thank you, Alina!
Add a Comment: